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Okay so I’m doubting myself again. I know. I’m doing this way too much. There’s nothing worse than a seed of doubt..It’s too much.
I have to make a decision in life of whether I should continue my studies in college, university or just go straight into the working industry (which I am currently doing by the way). I’ve toiled scrupulously for the past two years and saved nothing. Mainly because the wage is ridiculously low. I can barely use the money for a night out let alone get myself a plane ticket to London.
So the thing about Greenwich is that it’s a good college. No doubt about it. But however good a college is, will it measure up to the expectations of my future employer? What if they’d prefer someone with a university degree? Sure. I have the opportunity to finish my degree in a university on my third year.
The next question that comes in mind is which subject I’m going to take. Two months ago, before starting on my media course, I’d gladly say that I’m into the media industry. Clearly, I didn’t know what I was talking about because I now find myself doubting whether media is the right path for me. I don’t enjoy it as much as I thought I would. Working with deadlines, kind of takes away the joy of writing. To me, a writing has to be a master piece or else I’d feel bad about it being published. This was the case for my previous assignments…(I’ll post it up soon). I was pampered so much by my editors, that I barely had time to implement creativity and style into it. I felt like shit after by the way….I now find myself once again..at crossroads in life.
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